Insomnia

So I've decided to try this online blogging thing because verbally ranting to other people doesn't always work out very well. (As you probably know.) Sometimes people don't care, don't want to hear it, just don't get it, etc. And if you're feeling that way about what I'm saying right now....well then...you see that X on the very top right hand corner of your screen? CLICK IT!!!.....Or if you don't mind the ranting..... enjoy. :) Of course, I won't ALWAYS be ranting.

Anyways..It is almost 4 am and I cannot fall asleep. I have no idea what my problem is,  don't know if its because theres a lot on my mind or what.  I feel like I'm having one hell of a sugar buzz, even though I didn't eat anything high in sugar today. I might actually end up staying up all night and seeing how it affects me tomorow. (Or today, for all you smartasses out there)

Lately, I've been extremely angry/depressed because I have recently lost the job I had at a local restaurant. I had been there for almost 3 years and they fired me for a petty (and I mean PETTY) mistake I made. Well actually they didn't fire me. They never actually say the words "You're fired" or "We're going to have to let you go" or anything like that. They just decided to completely take me off the schedule for a while. I can't afford to have my hours played with like that so I pretty much just told them to fuck off. (Not in those exact words obviously but..yeah.) So, like thousands of other good people, I am job seeking. I am applying for just about everything from fast food places to care facilities. Hopefully I am able to find something soon. I start college classes in a couple months and like most people, I'm nervous/kind of excited. By going to college I am really hoping to figure out what I'm good at and make something of myself. Hopefully my life isnt ruined over a job at a resaurant. It probably isn't but I'm a paranoid person, so bare with me. :)  Well...I am out of things to say and my ac is making creepy noises.    Ta ta for now.